If other writers knew how long it’s been since I’ve actually written anything besides a blog post here and there, well, I’m pretty sure they’d throw me out of the writing club.
I’m not going to admit how long it’s been since I’ve written.
Mostly because I don’t want to admit it to myself.
I’ve been in a rut.
I don’t have writer’s block– I’ve got great ideas tucked away. I don’t have brain freeze nor am I choking on my words or working off of a lack of experience.
What I do have is as follows:
1) lack of time
2) lack of inspiration
I have been so so so so so uninspired to write lately. So uninspired that the story ideas that once felt so good now feel sad and a little cold. So uninspired that I look back over things I’ve written–good things– and consider them drivel. So uninspired that when I think about writing, I feel passionless.
As for the lack of time, I don’t know any mothers who don’t live with a perpetual lack of time, so I’ve got to stop using that as my excuse.
The lack of inspiration is coming from that same ole place– discouragement. Don’t we all suffer from this from time to time, no matter our circumstances?
Even though I don’t want to admit it, that’s where I am. I’ve been suffering from a case of “I’m Not Good Enough” syndrome. But I know better, so I just need to banish that one, too. After all, I know the One who made me, and I know He has plans for me.
So here’s what I’m going to do:
- 1) Read. Reading a good book usually inspires me to write a good book.
- 2) Critique. When I read someone else’s work and help them develop it through a good critique partnership, I’m almost always inspired to write. Something about editing gets my juices flowing.
- 3) Finish reading the 4,682 craft books I’ve started. Okay, I’ll set a more realistic goal– finish reading ONE of the many craft books I’ve started recently.
- 4) Just shut up and do it. I’m going to sit down to a blank screen with a story idea and type. No more excuses.
Share with me: When you are in a creative rut, how do you get yourself out of it?